Of all the places we could have ended up
this one automatically qualified itself as
The Shittiest
Nothing made the place distinct
save its utter lack of distinction
even the people's speech lacked it,
their syllables inseparable
Some of the kids had two names said like one
no one was sisterless or brotherless like me
and everyone had a cross necklace
they even called it Christmas break here
the last thing this town wanted to be was
God Forsaken
in my house we didn't call God Jesus
and we didn't go to church
I kept that to myself
it was cold but not snowy
there were hills but no mountains
the trees were big but bare
and The Ocean was a myth
you were gone when I arrived
but by the time you returned
I needed to know you:
the other foreigner
they gave me four different names for you
no one knew which was right
it wasn't English
and you weren't American
you returned with painted hands
and I listened the hardest I ever had
when you told me your name
I would not be like them
within days I was in your house
which was in another country
though just down the street
it smelled of spices I knew I'd never smelled
and worried I'd soon have to eat
music came from your sattelite TV
and it sounded so purposely harsh
the nasal voices wailed as if in pain
you introduced me to a few of your gods-
their images terrified me
but I couldn't look away
even I was shocked to see your main god
was a living, breathing man
he had an afro and wore orange
we dotted our foreheads
and played dress-up
you were the only person
I wanted to be anything like