Tuesday, September 25, 2012

Only your origins were stranger than my own

Of all the places we could have ended up
this one automatically qualified itself as
The Shittiest

Nothing made the place distinct
save its utter lack of distinction 
even the people's speech lacked it,
their syllables inseparable

Some of the kids had two names said like one
no one was sisterless or brotherless like me
and everyone had a cross necklace

they even called it Christmas break here

the last thing this town wanted to be was
God Forsaken

in my house we didn't call God Jesus
and we didn't go to church
I kept that to myself

it was cold but not snowy
there were hills but no mountains
the trees were big but bare
and The Ocean was a myth

you were gone when I arrived
but by the time you returned
I needed to know you:
the other foreigner

they gave me four different names for you
no one knew which was right
it wasn't English 
and you weren't American

you returned with painted hands
and I listened the hardest I ever had
when you told me your name

I would not be like them

within days I was in your house
which was in another country
though just down the street

it smelled of spices I knew I'd never smelled
and worried I'd soon have to eat

music came from your sattelite TV
and it sounded so purposely harsh
the nasal voices wailed as if in pain

you introduced me to a few of your gods-
their images terrified me 
but I couldn't look away

even I was shocked to see your main god
was a living, breathing man
he had an afro and wore orange

we dotted our foreheads
and played dress-up
you were the only person
I wanted to be anything like